juz officially resigned from ajisen. actually its tml but i haf off days on today n ytd. thnx to vivian (our manager) for being so kind to mi.. lolls~
y did i resign? mani ppl haf been wondering y, esp mi mom. mi mom thought i 吃软不吃硬, cannot take de hardship at ajisen (i sound like im a labourer o_O").actually i dun haf a exact reason y i resign. too mani reasons y.
1. im lonely dere. nobody to tok to, everybody's so diff (alot of foreigners esp vietnamese dere) n de age gap is oso big. i thought dere wud b somebody hu is waitin for o levels results workin dere too. but NO. i got there juz to discover im de youngest dere. -_____-"
2. de job was too diff from wat i expected. i expected i onli need to serve de food to de customers n other stuffs a typical waitress wud do. but NO. we haf to bcome part-time cleaning aunties. after de customers finish eating, we haf to clear de bowls n thier used napkins (truly eekiness) n clean de tables. dis alone is not so bad. not tt i mind de eekiness so much.. before closing, we haf to clean de tables (not like i mind dis too) clean de floor, counter, watever shit u find dere. not onli that. we haf to carry de tables n chairs into de restaurant and arrange dem neatly(deres a open air dining area). tt makes us literally labourers. dis de first time i see de waitress post bein recycled into being part time labourers n cleaning aunties. wtf.
3. de workin hours too long (for mi). being labourers and cleaning aunties is enuff. but for 8 hours??????? pls!!!! im still young and a bright future lies ahead of mi n i dun wanna die so early (or at least pernamently becoming a labourer or cleaner). ok ok im beginning to sound like i 吃软不吃硬. ok ok i admit i abit cant stand bein a labourer n cleaner there!! @#$#^@!@ >____<" 4. de ppl dere. not onli some of dem is %^&$%#! qian bian. serious!! eg is tt bc, think she so big ar. work dere for 2 yrs big deal arr. liddat den can bully begginers like mi izzit. knn. everyday face black black like ppl owe her money liddat. onli scare off customers wif her face onli. pls lor. her chinese is dunno for hu to listen one. normal humans cant even understan lor. stil scold mi for not understandin wat shit she sae. pls lor. wan scold ppl go improve ur chinese first lar. wan order ppl arnd go look into de mirror lar. hu r u? u r onli a pr in singaopre lor. buey song roll back to ur vietnam lar. knn. 5. i think de most impt reason. dey dun tolerate mistakes. yet i make so mani mistakes. >___<" i dun realli mind de scoldings, esp its realli mi tt is in wrong. but prob is.. i orayd spilled ramen in a customer orayd.. not onli tt. i spilled drinks on customers 2 times. total is 3 times!!!!!!! hu excpt mi can b so pro? i think i can win an award for pissing off de most customers n spill soup or drinks on customers for de most times liao. i wanna resign to end de sufferings of ajisen bugis business. i wanna stop causin such upheaval at ajisen bugis. (omg im soundin so dramatic) but realli. i realli cant forgive miself for makin such mistakes.
n u noe wat? i even totally embarrased miself in de public by cryin in de restaurant n on mi way home. cant blif it? i can blif it either. up till now. dunno y i juz stop de tears. cried all de way from bugis to khatib. n tt disgustin mucus i cant seem to get rid of. so i covered mi mouth n nose all de way. plus de mrt is sooooooooo crowded. ITS SO EMBARRASING!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHH........ i wanna forget tt incident forever.
