the evil march 2008 is finally going to be over. guess my life havent been more unlucky this month. like some kind of devil decided to mess up my life and to bring so much unhappiness and pain.
what's in store for me on april 2008? more heartbreaks? i definitely sense that. im not very optimistic about our current situation anyway. it had been.. too many problems.
i guess i'll have to make myself devoid of all hope again. i definitely need to learn how to let go and move on. although it can be so painful to do so.
missy blogged @ |7:29 PM|
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*Wednesday, March 12, 2008
zzz. finally got time to go online. =/ im so extremely deprived of life and im becoming a robot soon. =.= been doing the same monotonous sticker-pasting task for 2 and a half days ie. 8 x 2.5 = 20 hours. ahhhhhhhh~!!! really regretted entering this place. =( everyday work (which is doing the same stupid action for the whole day), then eat, bathe and then sleep, wake up to work again. i think my brain is going to reduce itself and getting retarded due to lack of usage of it for the few weeks. ahhhhhhh. =(
why am i torturing myself for money?
ok. im getting tired now. =( till the next update.
missy blogged @ |9:03 PM|
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*Sunday, March 09, 2008
just another day at home. another day of emptiness. another day of loneliness. i'll still get alot of such days, i sense.
look like i'll be working my ass off for the next few weeks until the semester starts. a job is something i want to put some money back into my almost-empty bank. and also something to keep my mind off things. something to fill in the empty space of loneliness.
i dont understand why this feeling of void kept on invading my heart. i know i shouldnt have. but it was really hard on me.
sometimes i just feel like breaking down. for what i dunno. the feeling just came without any logic or reason.
but i really hate to admit the real reason behind all these is because of you.
but i really dont want any other people to fill in the empty gap for me. only you can do it.
dont you feel as helpless as me. maybe its just my crazy emotions having it on me again.
its funny how i can miss you everytime no matter how often we meet. but i just do.
i really do.
missy blogged @ |4:32 PM|
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*Friday, March 07, 2008
FUCK lar. so damn angry today sia. even someone mild tempered like me (ok im gonna puke) stays mad for so long. my angriest day of life ok!!
WHICH EMPLOYER EMPLOYS STAFFS FOR ONLY 4 DAYS BEFORE SACKING THEM??!! NOBODY EXCEPT THE FUCKING SONY ERICSSON RIGHT? IM SO SO SO DAMN WRONG ABOU TIRIS. ERASE OFF ALL MY ADMIRATION AND RESPECT FOR HER. SHE IS NOTHING MORE THAN A FUCKEN BITCH. PEOPLE CALLED HER FRIENDLY WARM AND APPROACHABLE. I (AND SOME OTHERS WHO KNOWS HER WELL ENOUGH) CALL IT HYPOCRITIC AND FAKE SMILE PLASTERED ON HER THINKLY POWDERED FACE WITH ALL SORTS OF XIN JI (OK IM LAZY TO THINK OF AN ENGLISH WORD FOR THAT) IN HER FUKEN MIND. IM SO DUMB FOR FALLING FOR HER "FRIENDLY" COVER. AHHHHHH!! ITS LIKE WHY ME LAR?? OK OK I KNOW THATS CUZ IM THE BLUREST AND DUMBEST AND CLUMSIEST STAFF AROUND (PARTLY CUZ IM NEW THERE WITH YUN, BUT SHE IS NOT AS DUMB AS ME). BUT WHY FUCKIN SACK ME LAR!! NOT LIKE I RUINED SONY ERICSSON'S REPUTATION, ABSURPED THEIR MONEY, AND BURNT THE MAIN HEADQUARTERS AT SWEDEN TO THE GROUND OR SOMETHING RIGHT?!!! OR CUTTLEFISH IS SOOO IRRESISTABLY TASTY THAT SHE WILL HAVE TO FRY IT ON ME? ALL SHE THINKS IS MONEY LAR. IF SHE THINKS AN EXTRA STUPID STAFF WASTES THE COMPANY'S RESOURSES, THEN SHE SHOULD THINK AGAIN LOR. $3.7K SALARY PER MONTH EHH? AND A MEAGRE LITTLE $800+ FOR EACH STAFF WORKING THERE EHH? IT SHOULD BE SHE IS THE ONE "EATING" UP THE POOR STAFFS' SALARIES LAR. OK. ACTUALLY I DONT DOUBT HER CAPABILITIES AS A CENTRE MANAGER. BUT THIS SACKING THING JUST FUCKEN PISSED ME OFF OK?!
AHHHHH. I CANT GET ANYMORE PISSED OFF. THE MORE I THINK OF THAT THE MORE IM PISSED. SO PARDON ME THIS VULGAR QUEEN FOR BLATANTLY SPAMMING THE F WORD AROUND THIS ENTRY.
AHHHHHHHHH. IM DEFINITELY GETTING THE PART TIME JOB AS SALES ASSISSTANT AT NEW BALANCE. CHANGE JOB UNDER THAT FUCKEN BITCH'S NOSE. SO DONT SHE EVER CALL ME TO GO BACK THERE AGAIN.
IN CONCLUSION, FUCK YOU IRIS LEE.
missy blogged @ |2:41 AM|
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*Wednesday, March 05, 2008
woohoo. im blogging in the middle of work. im finally not wanted in the QC and come and work at the CS~!! im much more awake now at the CS counter compared to the boring backroom surrounded with only white walls and repaired cell phones to QC check. (even though i dont have much people to talk to too. =(( ) this time i only took my break for only 40 minutes!! (i only ate gobbled my meepok for like 15 mins)
ahhhhh. sony ericsson is as cold as always. T__T (literally) the people is ok i think? so far no difficult customers. (whew!) hope i dont encounter customers like the one i encountered while i was working at QC. (both brainless and ruthless) LOL!! =X but i know i will encounter alot of such customers esp when now im in this CS thingy. T__T
weeee. how quick time passes. currently the time taken for me to serve a customer is about 10 mins. hope i can survive weekends when much more customers will be coming in..! ><
ps. btw i wonder why sooo many customers coming in for mobile phone servicing. even the BIIIIIG boss from Sweden was shocked by it. =0 (psst psst, im not hinting anything ar. sony ericsson handphones are still usable. =) )
missy blogged @ |3:23 PM|
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*Sunday, March 02, 2008
02/03. time to update again. =)) studio project is finally over. and i had successfully scrape past the examiners (mr baktha and ms gail) without being critisized too badly. =D ms gail is always the one being sarcastic. "you can put in your copyright, but you have to wait till you get better." but mr baktha is only frank and blunt. no sarcasism added. he just tells you straight away if your work is good or bad. i like that. hah. the only part where i got worried is when i realised that i had forgotten to bring my storyboard. (yes, at the presentation.) luckily!! ms nopp was at the back of the classroom examining the other class to testify for me. at first she was blur blur one, when mr baktha mentioned an animation with a erotic ricesack with a sculpture, she was like "huh?" that really worried me alot. luckily when we showed her the animation she suddenly had the light bulb lighted. her blurness had almost costed me my life. X__X so in overall, i passed the presentation right?
after the presentation, i went to have a feast at Sakae sushi to celebrate our triumph of overcoming the tide of stress at studio project!! yun came to my house to put her portfolio stuffs at my place. and i lent her a blouse and my newbie short for her to change. at sakae sushi, i ate quite alot. =X my stomach seemed to be super active that night to digest the food i just ate so quickly. everybody was already KO-ed but yet i still got space for more. ...so am i too stressed or what that i go on such a binge? lolls. =.=
glad to announced that i am officially employed!! yun and i went to junction 8 to try our luck at the newly opened sony ericsson outlet. all the employees are females!! and that makes the female pwnage. wahaha. >=D requirements include makeup. =0 fine of $1 if you come to work without makeup. T^T and their definition of "makeup" is minimum of blusher, foundation and lip gloss. T^T imagine carrying a whole cake of so we went through a trial at the customer services for a while with the guidance of one of the service crew there~ (forgotten her name =X) yun handles just fine lar. but me!! super blur as always. almost had a customer "run away" without paying for the repair cost. =.= dear said customers coming to my counter are lucky cuz they can easily run off without paying. =.= *arbish* and they said my tone of voice very fierce. T-T like gangster's. T-T really meh? i didnt even realise myself lo. =( think i will offend alot of customers like that. =(( now i have zero confidence of doing cutomer services. =((( im really afraid of all unpredictable situations customers can bring to me. *hides in a corner*
03/03 first day of work. i arrived at j8 more than half an hour earlier. its an achievement know!! so i was brought into the QC section at the beginning of work. so i do QC checks on repaired handphones basically. and got rang by the annoying bell at the flap constantly where the CS people slot in the defective handphones. basically nothing that i cant cope with. so most of the time i was staring at the blank space with nothing to do while waiting for the techician to finish her reparations (and got kinda ticked off by Iris for not being initiative enough).
overall the staffs at the backroom are friendly. (so far? =/ ) shall introduce some of the staffs there. =D (excluding the retailing section cuz in really not familiar with them.)
the first one i know there is iris, the centre manager. my first impression of her is a nv qiang ren. the main source of her charm is her confidence. she's a nice lady who knows how to click well with her colleagues. her way of guiding the more inexperienced workers is more on the "independant" way rather than the "spoon-feeding" way. she allows us to think critically of the best way to work things out for ourselves. a good manager. i appreciate. =) even though i got critisized on my first day of work. =(
the second one is huiting. a friendly and cute (haha =X) customer service representative who works at the cashier. she taught me alot of things about QC and she is quite a patient "mentor".
third is shikin. the first time i saw her is when she was working at the reatiling section. but today she came to the QC to help. she had also made my mentor. a fun girl. but how surprisingly she can change to a friendly and polite tone in split second when answering to the customers on phone.
fourth is satya. a really nice and pleasant lady with thick indian accent that your will have to concentrate to make her what she is saying. =X she is the techinician for the day.
fifth is jody. my first impression on her is one word: cool. although she dont smile often and her tone is cool while on work, she actually has a cute interior. she had a beloved "moo moo" which was kidnapped by me twice. =X
sixth is jolyn. she is a really friendly girl who works at the customer service who eventually makes my mentor. smiles at every single moment. really cut out of serving customers and make customers smile while walking out of the store. she really have a way of soften the atmosphere of dealing with a pissed customer. kudos to her. =D i really really have to learn from her lest offending countless customers with my "fierce" tone and my blur head. ><
thats all for what i had observed from my very first day of work. hope i dont change any good impressions for them in the future. =/ after this long long LOOOOONNG post i suddenly feel my head throbbing already. gotta wear that layer of thickkk powder makeup to work again. =(( (but at least i got a compliment for it~ ahaha =X)
ps.: speaking of that, most of the comments for this store from some forum is that our store got lots of chio bus (mainly cuz we are a all-female-staffs store all with the same thick makeup). so guys, DONT come to this store just to look at chio bus wor!! we dont welcome unnecassary crowds. thank you. (although that is the main reason for all this all-pleasant-looking-female-staffs thingy for =.=)
