wahhhhh. stress period is back again. feeling a great deal of stress. but yet have no mood to do work. -__-" had already owed ms lum her wk 8 vart homework. from school reopening till now. darn. im such a hopeless slacker. -__-"
maybe i'll do imm later. but then that's about it. cuz i dont think i can produce 5 quality (mr jiunn's expectations are super high plus its QUALITY) in one short night with a half dead mind. so tomorrow's gonna be the first time i skip drawing lesson.
i hate homework. =(
**stupid ants kept crawling onto me and bite me for no reason. do i look that tasty? -__-"
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*Thursday, June 26, 2008
back with another test. and another another. kinda boliao cuz my tests taken are like almost the same.
Your Ideal Relationship Report
Wan ying, the thing you need most in a relationship is Deep Connection
In your ideal relationship you and you partner would be deeply and passionately connected. This sense of intimacy is really important for you. As is the need for certain rules and an understanding of who wields the power in your relationship. But regardless of how this works, your deep need for this kind of closeness will ultimately drive your relationship.
There are 2 overarching themes that determine the kind of relationship you ultimately desire: the kind of intimacy you want to have with your partner, and the amount of flexibility you want to have within your relationship.
But as concepts, "intimacy" and "flexibility" might seem too broad and vague to fully comprehend. Because of this, psychologists have broken them down into subscales that will help you understand more clearly what intimacy and flexibility really mean for you in the context of a relationship.
The kind of intimacy you want is determined by three subscales: the kind of support you want, the depth of connection you want, and the amount of sharing you'd like to do with your partner.
The amount of flexibility you want is also determined by three subscales: who's in control of the relationship, how much do you want you and your partner to grow with one another, and how many formal rules or guidelines do you want to establish in your relationship.
When taken as a whole, all of these scales together help identify the relationship best suited for you, they determine your ideal relationship.
Read on to understand more about them, and to see how you scored on all of them.
Intimacy
Your ideal relationship involves a high level of intimacy. Basically, intimacy describes the level of emotional closeness that you desire in your ideal relationship. More specifically, when it's broken down, the level of intimacy you desire is determined by three distinct ideals: how much support you need, the depth of connection that you desire, and the amount of sharing you want to do with your partner. These three elements of intimacy — support, depth of connection, and sharing — are described below. But generally what this means is you desire a relationship in which you give and receive a lot of support and in which you feel intimately bonded with your partner. You believe this will create a high level of trust and respect in the relationship. You also want your partner and you to be able to openly share your experiences and feelings with one another.
As indicated earlier, your intimacy score is composed of three parts: support, depth of emotional connection, and levels of sharing. Given its complexity, intimacy can look quite different from one relationship to the next. You can get a better idea of what makes you more or less of an intimacy-seeker by looking further into these three aspects of intimacy.
Support
Supportiveness is characterized by the level of acceptance you have of one another's flaws, the fairness of your interactions, as well as the level of respect and trust you have for one another. These traits vary depending on your personalities and how strongly you feel about one another.
In your case you desire a very strong level of support in your ideal relationship. You believe that if you can be trusting and respectful towards one another, it will permeate everything the two of you do together. You are accepting and warm, generous with one another, and determined to be fair.
Depth of Connection
Depth of Connection refers exactly to the level of connectedness in a relationship. When you're deeply connected with someone, you're sensitive to the time you spend together and the frequency with which you are together. At this level of connection, any change in your bond can be disruptive. Depth of connection also refers to the degree to which each of you strive to accept and understand one another as a unique individual. Lastly, depth of connection also involves how much communication you desire and the amount of unity you want in your relationship; some couples remain more separate than others even though they are committed to the relationship, while others prefer such a close merger that the two people effectively become one.
In your case your ideal relationship has a high level of depth. Your ideal relationship would have you so joined at the hip that any time spent apart might at times feel intolerable. You enjoy getting to know everything you can about your romantic partner — who they are and what they want in the relationship. It's important to you to spend almost all of your time together so that there is a sense of security in the relationship. With this level of depth, it can be somewhat threatening when separation appears likely or imminent. But the joy of being deeply and intimately connected is a stronger force than is the threat of losing that person.
Sharing
People share many things in a relationship. You may share some aspects of yourself and not others. Or it might be very important to you to share everything. How much sharing you desire depends on your need for privacy as well as how well you want to understand life from another person's perspective. Sharing means telling each other about what you're thinking and feeling, the life decisions you're trying to make, your dreams and hopes, as well as your past experiences. Disclosing these things is more comfortable for some than it is for others.
In your case your ideal relationship is full of sharing. You want to know your partner's dreams, thoughts, feelings, aspirations, hopes, past experiences — the list is really endless. And you want to share the same with them. This level of disclosure and intimacy is what makes a relationship complete for you — your ideal relationship, at least. You want to share your life with your partner as fully as you can. For you, that means building a partnership where you can be honest with what you are feeling and where there are no surprises jumping out at you as a result of your partner failing to fully share with you.
Now let's look at the second dimension that helps determine the shape your ideal relationship should take.
Flexibility
Your ideal relationship also involves a low level of flexibility. Flexibility refers to many different things, including your willingness to grow with your romantic partner over time, both as they change as well as when you change. Flexibility indicates your tolerance for weathering storms and for enduring those difficult challenges in life that arise. It also includes the balance of control in your ideal relationship -- the more that either party is controlling the relationship, the less flexibility there is. We will delve into each of these aspects later sections of this report. But generally what it means for you is your ideal relationship is one in which one on you holds more power and control than the other in the relationship. You desire many rules, regulations, and mutual understandings that will keep your relationship structured and less prone to confusion or conflict. In this relationship, change is usually unwelcome due to your comfort with the status quo.
Now let's take a closer look at various aspects of your flexibility score. For this test, your overall flexibility score is determined by three subscores: control, growth, and formality. You can get a better idea of what makes you more or less of a flexibility-seeker by looking further into these three areas and by seeing how you measure up on the different scales.
Control
Control is determined by evaluating several different aspects of the power balance in a relationship. First is something called "locus of control," which essentially indicates whether or not you feel that you have some hand in steering the direction of your relationship. Obviously it takes two to tango in a relationship, but that doesn't always mean that each of you have an equal feeling of control. For example, does one of you tend to always get blamed when something goes awry while the other receives every bit of credit when all is well? Another aspect is the authority you assume or want others to have over you — do you like to take charge in a relationship or do you like your partner to have the reins? Lastly, control involves the division of responsibilities that each party in a relationship is willing to take on. Essentially, do you want to handle all of the tasks in your relationship or would you prefer for your partner to do almost everything for you?
In your case you don't want to make all the decisions or assume all of the responsibility, nor do you want your relationship partner to do it all either. It is when things are most balanced that you feel most comfortable with the power dynamic in your relationship.
Growth
Your desire for growth with your romantic partner is the second area that contributes to the overall flexibility dimension. Desire for growth varies greatly from person to person and is dependent on several different things. First, growth is assessed by your willingness to weather the changes in your relationship and by how much change you are comfortable and capable of enduring. This aspect gives an indication of just how much you would be willing to sacrifice in order to stay in a relationship that is working for you. Are you out the door at the first sign of danger or are you willing to take the changes in stride so that you can stay together? When your partner goes through hard times, will you be there when they emerge from their slump? All of this is indicated in your growth results.
In your case your ideal relationship is very strong and committed to growth. Regardless of the changes that you may face, you will stick together. You are willing to sacrifice a lot for one another and for what you think is right. No problem is too big for you to deal with together— you are committed to doing everything you can to work things through.
Formality
Formality is third component of the flexibility dimension. It indicates the degree to which you desire a structure and a set of guidelines to govern your relationship. Rules are the biggest part of formality and where you can see the most notable differences between partners — some people run their personal lives as a business and others operate as a free-for-all. Depending on the level of guidelines, rules, and conventions you are comfortable with, your formality score will vary.
In your case your ideal relationship is not that formal. Sure you have some boundaries and a few rules here and there, but for the most part you are not constrained in what you can do in your relationship and in your life together. You see no need to keep up the walls of formality that can often be found in more business-like relationships. Instead you are committed to a level of personal freedom as long as the health of the relationship remains top-of-mind.
At this point, you should have a really clear picture of what your ideal relationship looks like. This in-depth understanding of what you value should be helpful to you as you continue the quest for your life partner. After all, if you know what you want, you are more likely to recognize it when you see it.
But, once you find your mate, it is likely that you will hit some bumps in the road — after all, it is rare relationship that doesn't have some difficulties. As such, we want to give you some personal insight and tools that can help you avert relationship problems and pave the road for a smooth relationship ride.
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Problems You Might Encounter
Every relationship has problems, so you should come to expect some difficulties and do what you can to prepare for them — without also driving yourself crazy trying to stop bad things from happening. Depending on your relationship style, there are some particular problems that you are most likely to experience in your ideal relationship. You may not be able to prevent these problems from happening altogether, but when they do strike, perhaps you will be able to solve them more quickly.
Ultimately, with enough practice, you will be able to spot problematic patterns that are inherent to your relationship style and even anticipate them before they happen. That way you can keep your relationship in tip-top shape. After all, we all know that the ideal relationship is hard to come by. But with an understanding of your personal relationship style, creating a relationship closer to your ideal is well within your reach.
As you recall, your ideal relationship style is one with a Deep Connection. You tend to want a high level of intimacy and not much flexibility in your romantic relationships. This relationship style will work well as long as your relationship doesn't hit any big bumps in the road. But if a serious difficulty does surface, you are in for a challenge. The problems you are most likely to face are in regards to the intensity of the relationship coupled with its relative inflexibility. This could result in a suffocating situation in which your relationship is full of passion but there simply isn't enough room to breathe. Without enough flexibility to weather the wild fluctuations that you might expect from an impassioned, intense relationship, you could find yourself in rough waters.
In the face of problems, a power imbalance may develop that you feel is unfair and damaging to your connection with your partner. The loss of intimacy can be very painful, and the inability to express what you're feeling can lead to a rapid decline in what was once a very enjoyable relationship. To prevent this from happening, it may be worth your while to go against your inclination of keeping to yourself and instead share your feelings with your partner. By compromising somewhat, you will potentially create a connection that has an increased level of flexibility and that will have more power to withstand the inevitable twists and turns of any relationship. But remember that it takes two people to make these changes, so your partner also has to be willing to meet in the middle.
Now that you have some actionable information for how to avoid the potential pitfalls of your relationship style, let's take a look at how committed you are to finding true love.
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Commitment
In the Ideal Relationship test, we asked about your interest in long-term love and your willingness to commit in general. From your answers, Tickle has generated your commitment level score. This is based on your ideas about long-term relationships, ever-lasting love, and how focused on finding a partner you personally think you are.
On a scale from 1 to 10, you scored 9.
As you could probably guess, there really is no right or wrong answer to what constitutes the perfect level of commitment. What matters most is what feels best for you at this moment and that you are clear with yourself about what you want before you throw your efforts into a relationship.
No matter the level of commitment you desire, it is usually best to communicate what you want upfront. However, this is easier-said-than-done, because most of the time people don't have the benefit of knowing where they really fall on the commitment spectrum until it becomes clear later on in a relationship.
You may think that you have no interest in a serious relationship — and then one day you meet that spectacular someone. Or the reverse may occur and you may suddenly realize that you really don't want a relationship after all. Fear is one huge obstacle to a commitment, whether it's something a person realizes they have or not, and it can derail what could be an ideal relationship. Given that commitment desires are hard to pinpoint, even in yourself, it's a good idea to at least try to align goals for the relationship and to get straight with your partner on your general feelings about love.
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*Tuesday, June 24, 2008
tickle.com is closing down very soon. so i have to seize the chance to take all the tests there while i can. =D
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Wan ying, your love type is: ESFJ
That means you are more Extroverted than Introverted, Sensing than Intuitive, Feeling than Thinking, and more Judging than Perceiving. Understanding your combination of these traits will help you understand why you get along with some people and not others. And what types of people you should seek out for fulfilling relationships. But what do these terms really mean? And how do they affect your relationships with other people? You're about to find out.
Below is a chart demonstrating all of the 16 possible love personality types. Your type was determined by looking at your scores on four standard dimensions or scales: Introversion/Extraversion, Sensing/Intuition, Thinking/Feeling, and Judging/Perceiving.
16 Personality Types
A closer look to the Dimensions
The most important thing to remember about the dimensions is that just because you are an Extrovert doesn't mean you don't also have some Introvert characteristics. The fact that you are an Extravert simply means that you have more Extravert characteristics than Introvert ones. The same goes for the other dimensions. Therefore, when you take a look at your relationship personality type, know that you probably possess some tendencies of the other dimensions as well. It's just that more often than not, you have a tendency to approach the world on one side of the scale than the other — as an Extravert instead of as an Introvert for example. Below is more information on each of these dimensions and how you score on each of them.
(I)ntroversion/ (E)xtraversion: This dimension describes how you approach and interact with the world and how you typically direct your energy.
Introvertion[ l l l l l o l l l l l ]Extraversion
Most times, people simply associate introverts with being shy and extraverts with being loud. These descriptions are not entirely correct because those two qualities are only part of what determines whether someone is an introvert or an extravert. For example, typically, to an extravert, the outside world represents both excitement and opportunity. Extraverts often think and perform better in front of others. Also, because an extravert's energy is often directed outwards, extroverts like being around people most of the time. Introverts, on the other hand, usually direct their energy inwards and often need alone time to replenish their energy stores.
When it comes to communication, introverts will tend to formulate their thoughts before they speak up. Extraverts will often think and talk at the same time, saying whatever comes into their heads. This more immediate approach makes extraverts spontaneous, but it can also get them into hot water. Socially, introverts prefer more intimate settings where they have the chance to get to know fewer people on a deeper basis. Extraverts typically feel that in social situations, the more the merrier. As mentioned above — not every introvert or extravert will display every trait tied to this dimension. In fact, people are apt to display a mix of traits.
I(N)tuition/ (S)ensing: This dimension demonstrates how people tend to process information.
Intuitive [ l l l l l | l o l l l ] Sensing
What kinds of information do you naturally notice? That's the main question this scale answers. Sensors tend to focus on concrete information. Intuitives tend to focus on possibilities. By using their five senses to gather data, sensors trust what can be seen, heard, touched, tasted, or felt. By staying attuned to their five senses, sensors are also apt to focus on the present and to have great attention to detail. If you are looking for accurate information, ask a sensor.
Intuitives, on the other hand, are more imaginative types who tend to look for deeper, abstract meanings in the world around them. They do this by inferring things from the data that's in front of them. For example, when presented with information, intuitives usually enjoy pondering over implications of those facts and anticipating future consequences. Intuitives aren't often interested in details and tend to see the big picture of a situation faster than sensors.
(F)eeling/ (T)hinking: This dimension demonstrates how you make decisions.
Feeling [ l o l l l | l l l l l ] Thinking
The way each one of us makes decisions is influenced by whether we are primarily thinkers or feelers. Thinkers value analytical thinking and tend to be methodical and logical when evaluating their options. Thinkers pride themselves on being objective, rather than letting their subjective feelings or opinions enter into their decisions. Feelers often see thinkers as being somewhat cold. Feelers have a very different decision making process. Theirs takes into account how others will be affected alongside of the objective facts. By putting people's individual situations in the forefronts of their minds, feelers are more likely to make exceptions to rules than thinkers are. Feelers are highly empathic, and sometimes this bent can make them seem too emotional to thinkers.
(P)erceiving/ (J)udging: The last dimension describes whether you prefer closure or openness.
Perceiving [ l l l l l | o l l l l ] Judging
The final dimension describes whether you prefer closure or openness in your life's situations. For instance, because of their high need for control, judgers like structure and order in the world around them. Judgers are typically organized people who focus on goals and accomplish what they set out to do.
On the other end of the spectrum are perceivers who usually prefer to experience the world spontaneously. Oftentimes a perceiver can't tell you their schedule from one day to the next because they don't know what's going to happen. Perceivers usually like keeping their options open and can pride themselves on adapting to whatever situation they confront. Judgers are most excited when they have finished a project. Perceivers tend to be most excited when a new endeavor begins.
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Now that you know more about each of the dimensions, we can give you more information about your specific four-letter personality type. This type was derived from your answers on the Love Personality test.
Your love type
About 11% of the U.S. population possesses the combination of traits that make up this personality type.
Being an ESFJ means that loyalty is usually what counts for you. As a result, one of the first things others are likely to notice about you is how invested you are in your relationships. You're rarely a fair-weather friend. In fact, you probably manage to keep many of your important connections with others for life. This isn't very surprising when you consider that you're the kind of person who draws much of your energy from those around you. Your warm and friendly nature is another factor that keeps others with you for the long haul. Regardless of the aspect of your life, you probably find that people naturally gravitate to you.
In relationships, you're the kind who gives your heart but keeps your wits about you. As a result, you have the stuff needed to be a strong partner. Know that you're more committed than most people are to making others happy. You'd likely give away the shirt off your back if it would help someone you care about.
ESFJ's like you are often sensitive and don't enjoy false praise. However, real praise is another story. Most times, you really like receiving gestures of appreciation from others. In fact, your feelings can get hurt quite easily when you feel neglected. You're one who gives relationships your all and you expect others will do the same. But be aware that this loyal, committed nature may sometimes make you stay in relationships longer than you should. Fortunately, your head will usually kick in before you really get in too deep. Overall, ESFJs like you are known for being generous with your time and spirit. You'll often expend your energy seeking ways to make life better for everyone around you. Such efforts are to be admired.
What makes you a good partner and friend?
>> You make the people around you feel special >> Your passionate nature keeps life interesting >> You know how to be organized and disciplined >> You're one who is in tune with your feelings
So now that you know about your personality and the many special qualities that you possess, it's time to learn which other types you're most compatible with in life and love. You'll also find out why those types are more suited for you than the others. Ready to find out who you connect with best?
Your most compatible types
Because you're a Sensing Feeler (SF), you're someone who can be there for others emotionally while still maintaining your pragmatic side. SFs like you are known for having a wonderful head for details. You're not one to forget a birthday or flake on a lunch date. Because of this mix of traits, you typically appreciate those who are emotionally in tune with you and supportive of your needs. As a result, you're most compatible with Intuitive Feelers (NFs). NFs are creative, expansive thinkers who can help you appreciate the big picture when you get bogged down in the daily grind. An SF/NF pairing often results in a caring, tuned-in relationship. There are four SF/NF matches for you: ENFJ, INFJ, ENFP, INFP.
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How to best get along with intuitive feelers
One of an Intuitive Feeler's main strengths lies in their ability to be nurturing. They can really enjoy taking care of others, but they also want to be well cared for themselves. As a result, NFs can be quite sensitive if they feel they aren't being cared for or appreciated. Receiving criticism can sometimes be hard for NFs. There may be times when you make a comment or suggestion meant to be helpful, only to be met with your NF's hurt and anger. Understand that NFs often try very hard to please others, so your comments are likely to be seen as a personal attack. In this kind of a situation, don't add fuel to the fire by reacting with anger yourself. Instead, try to soften your approach to let your Intuitive Feeler know how much you appreciate them. The next time you have a critical comment to make, do it gently. Try not to make it about who your NF is. Instead, focus on the situation. Remember that nobody really likes hearing critical comments, and this is especially true for your sensitive NF. Learn this well, and you will find yourself with a happy, supportive friend or partner.
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Introverts vs. extraverts: Getting along
In addition to knowing that you get along best with NFs, it's important to understand how your social style and activity preferences will impact your relationships. That's where the Introversion/Extraversion dimension comes in. Check out how you're likely to get along with those who are similar to and different than you in this respect.
Extraverts and extraverts
When you're paired with another Extravert (E), life can be full of action and excitement. That's because both of you can be skilled socializers who usually enjoy meeting new people. Hanging out with a variety of friends and acquaintances probably seems quite natural to you both. So if you and your Extravert partner have the chance to curl up at home for a night or head out to a crowded party, the two of you probably race for the door. Social activities — particularly those that make you the center of attention — are natural places to find Extraverts like you. So long as the company is good, your type would almost always prefer to do an activity with others rather than going solo. It keeps your energy up and your relationship fresh.
Extraverts with introverts
You are an Extravert (E) . So when it comes time to relax and enjoy yourself and you are with an Introvert (I), it's not surprising that you'd both propose different activities. Perhaps you want to get together a group of friends to go out dancing and your extravert mate (E) would rather just make a quiet dinner together and pop in a video. Such is the nature of an I/E relationship. Keep in mind that having different preferences is not a bad thing. In fact, your different activity levels can keep life interesting for both of you and help you to grow as people. Also, as an Extravert, there are likely to be times when you really appreciate having someone to spend some down time with. The most important thing for an I/E mix to be successful is to maintain flexibility and appreciation toward one another's differences. By both making efforts to meet each other's needs, you can become a happy and well-balanced team.
Although no one type is better than another, you may sometimes wish you were different from the type that you are. Remember that if you scored as an introvert, for example, this doesn't mean that you never behave as an extravert. Almost everyone can recall times when they've behaved contrary to type. It's just a question of where your behavior falls on the scale. Generally, it's not realistic to expect your personality to undergo a radical change from one extreme to the other. However, it usually is possible for someone to move closer to the middle of the spectrum. So if someone who is very introverted wanted to become more of an Extrovert, they could make conscious efforts to alter the balance of these characteristics.
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Can you Change Types?
Perhaps you've wanted to create more meaningful interactions with people, feeling the usual banter isn't enough. The next time you show up to a party, don't immediately flit from one person to another or head toward the center of the crowd. Instead, try to focus on having a one-on-one conversation with someone new. That way you're getting the chance to know someone on a deeper basis, yet are still being social and meeting new people. If you steer clear of turning the spotlight onto yourself and really listen to the person you're talking with, you're almost certain to learn some interesting about them.
Detecting Other's Types
Now that you have all this information about who you're most compatible with, you might be thinking, "Great. I know my perfect types by letters, but how am I going to know them when I see them in real life?" Well, short of dragging everyone you meet in front of a computer to take this test, you can play detective to look for clues. Below are some ways that you can discover what types people are.
How to tell if someone is an introvert or an extravert One way to figure out if someone is an Introvert (I) or Extravert (E) is to see how loud they like their music. See where they set their volume dial on the radio. Based on a study conducted by Geen (1984), you should expect that Es prefer listening to their music on high volume and Is prefer listening at a low volume. It's not true that all extraverts are loud, but they do tend to prefer highly arousing environments.
How to tell if someone is an Intuitive or a Sensor Doing an activity that requires following instructions, such as following a recipe, can quickly let you know if someone is an Intuitive (N) or a Sensor (S). Try to choose a dish that allows for some leeway in following directions and gauge how closely the person follows the instructions. Are they extremely focused and wonder how much a dash or a pinch really is? Or, do they glance at the recipe and just start winging it? Sensors will want to follow instructions as closely as possible, whereas Intuitives tend to get the gist of things and go by their gut instincts.
How to tell if someone is a Thinker or Feeler One easy way to tell if someone is a Thinker or Feeler is to ask for their opinion on a variety of provocative topics. Are they diplomatic and cautious in giving their opinions or do they easily relay their strong ideas on the topics without too much concern for who might be offended? A Thinker is usually much more upfront and honest about their opinions, even if it means disagreeing with someone else. A Feeler has many opinions as well but will usually wait to see how others feel about a topic before revealing their true opinion fully.
How to tell if someone is a Judger or Perceiver A good way to tell if someone is a Judger or a Perceiver is to call that person at the spur of the moment and suggest an outing. Your answer won't be determined so much by whether the person is available, as it will be by how they react to your invitation. If they seem a little taken aback or consult their day planner, chances are that they're a Judger. If the person seems happily surprised and receptive to your suggestion, then they are most likely a Perceiver. This isn't always true, but it's a good rule of thumb.
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this is really accurate. u guys should take it too. lolls. TAKE IT HERE (rmbr to share ur results. =D have fun!)
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*Saturday, June 21, 2008
please, no more drama. especially painful ones.
i just want a simple life as a ordinary 18 year old girl.
just as simple. how hard is that?
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*Friday, June 20, 2008
i think heaven is testing me.
i really wanted to escape. but i know i cant do that at all. not even a chance.
im not sure if i am strong enough to take this challenge. i hate myself. i know others will hate me too.
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*Saturday, June 07, 2008
weee. its finally holidays. think i will go insane from the pressure if the holidays start later. i will be starting my life as a pig. eat play sleep, wakes up eat play sleep again. weee. how exciting. -__-"
friday was the last day of school before the term break starts, and also my most suey and stressed day. =( guess what? i was late for the authoring test for an hour and half (the test is 3 hours long). i just have to be late for authoring test, which i had been so stressed about. my first time of being so blatantly late just have to be on that day. but!! luckily i managed to finish the test. i basically just bullshitted my way through for the written section. count on my luck that the practical part is not as tough as i thought to be.
so thats that. now having holidays with a truckload of assignments. lemme recap the homework we have to finish:
vart: bitmap animation - idle animation and "attack" animation
webdes: 3 thumbnails for online portfolio
drawing: 5 pages of life drawing (optional cuz mr jiunn had forgotten to remind us about it during class)
IMM: thumbnails for text and image-intensive pages
3D modelling: one complete human face topology (and other misc stuffs if possible for bonus marks)
authoring: sadly, im not sure. -___-"
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*Sunday, June 01, 2008
whoa. so many things happen in one go. im stressed. lolls. suddenly there are so many "cherry blossoms" growing. but too bad they grow on the wrong side on where they should be. =( i dont want anybody to step in and confuse me again. i dont want anybody to mess up what is already a little unstable of things between us. haizz.
10 more days to our 1 year anniversary. he said i am the 2nd one he will be celebrating this occassion with. the rest of the 4 probably were not as stubborn and naive as me. but actually i am quite lucky in some ways. ns can be both a good thing and a bad thing. in my case at least.
stoning again. if this carry on i will become a statue.
