right. i dunno y on earth do he keep remaining in mi head. arrrggghhh.. its like.. GET OUTTA DERE!! y shud i like him aniwae? he's too short, with both personality and attitude problem, plus he's too old for mi, tmd superficial and onli CARES bout his face. both technically and literally. and he's sooooooo far off mi IDEAL one. SOOO FAR from being taller den mi, gd looking, great personality, blah blah blah. SO WHY??!!! its onli a necklace. and kept on demanding the 14 stars he claimed i had owed him. and a stupid betting game on who will last longer bfore one of us fall aslp. wats the big deal??
missy blogged @ |10:35 PM|
howdy. lil miss owner of the blog is finally back. clearin the THICK layer of dust formed on her blog. wtcrap. so much had happened ever since the release of the results. or rather bfore the release that i was juz TOO lazy to elaborate. bummer, no idea where to start blabbing.
21st feb, mi bdae the happiest day over 17 years. i min, seriously. everybody at kimgary rmbred mi bdae. james and yze yang bought mi a cute little bear keychain. jean and qiu wei bought mi a silver necklace from diva. shuying shimin and zhi hui bought a tube of MM's chocolate, a photoframe and a cute little puppy. junbin and weiming each bought mi a soft toy. one puppy one piggy. they said it had a hidden meaning bhind it. guess wat?? its 猪狗不如!!! WTF!!! i wud haf chopped dem up if dey r not joking!! but oh well, both of the soft toys r cute. ^^ paulina n weixian shared a present, which is a teddybear in a mug. and he gave a necklace wif a tiny ring. costs $29 from mintmark&co. he said he just "anyhow buy" for mi a present. i said he spends money without blinking. wat touches mi is, he even got the salesgirl to try it on to see if it looks alright. omg so embarrasing!!! i shall not continue.. but realli.. i can feel the thoughts and sincerity from all of them, even if the presents seemed to be bought last minute. honestly dis is the onli time all mi frens rmbred mi bdae. their bdae wishes had realli touched mi heart. i wanna say a BIG THANK YOU TO U ALL PALS~!!
13th mar, tues releasing of JAE Appeal, the day everybody (or shud i sae most) had been waiting for. i was oso prayin hard tt i was able to enter tt course. digital media design. mi passion. this is mi first choice for the appeal. i was sucessfully admitted into this course. ppl muz haf tot i had gone insane. but no. i might go insane if im stuck in optometry. but why this no-future course? i dunno. i had asked miself: had i made the right decision? wil i regret making it? i got a reply from mi heart. "it was something you realli wanna do, isnt it?" it said. so i decided i'm definitely not gonna turn back.
the day when i quit KimGary before this veri day came, i was prepared that im not goin to regret leavin this place. i was sick and tired of this crappy job. i had lost the enthusiasm of givin mi best shot whenever i go to work everyday. mayb because kimgary was so void of life now that most of our frens had resigned. or mayb cuz of the fatigue i can even feel in the remaining ones. everybody was tired and liveless. a total transform from the cheerful and fun group of pals. when this day came, i thought to miself: it still felt sudden, despite tt mi n paulina had extended 3 more days bfore we resign tgt. i told miself to b a little more lively and cheerful on that day. and the day slipped passed juz like tt like nobody's business. i missed all the laughter and joy we shared during the days. we haf built strong bonds that are unbreakable. even stronger den i had built at skool back den.
shall rant till here. ahnnyeong~
missy blogged @ |9:06 PM|
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*Tuesday, March 06, 2007
NRIC : *blanko* Name : QUEK WAN YING
1. The results of your application are as follows:
2. If you are posted to a JC/MI, please report to the JC/MI on 7 Mar 2007 at 7.30am. If you are posted to a Polytechnic/ITE, an enrolment package with the relevant enrolment details will be sent to you. 3. If you wish to apply for a transfer to a particular course, you should approach the institution concerned directly. The institution concerned will inform you of the outcome of your application.
wtf??!!
i realli REALLI din expect things to turn out this way. how on EARTH do i get into optometry? juz happened that de course COP had slipped from a nice 9 to a 12? IS THAT WAT I REALLI WANT? i realli expected myself to enter creative media design i even imagined myself in de design firms!! ahhhhh!!!!! im so lost... i dun even noe wat i want!!! i min.. im often fascinated by how optometry stuff works n wanted to learn nore bout it but mi design is mi passion.. so wat shud i do???!!! remain in optometry or appeal for creative media design?? AHHHHHHHH I DUNNO!!!!!!!!
