whoa. mi stomach is so super no gd today lar. kept lau sai-ing since ytd nite. plus its all the watery type one. =X ok ok i can stop being gross. but i think im down wif stomach flu again. =/
todae was a drag lar. we had 6 hours of break after our colour theory tutorial. our desfun lect is cancelled. =DD so we slacked around in de library watchin lame hilarious movies like Spongebob and White Chicks. so damn funni lar!!!!!! joan mi siti n sherry were like laughing like mad at the library tt the librarian needed to ask us to quiet down. =X honestly i think i laughed the loudest. ._. but we didnt managed to finish white chicks tho. mi contacts r irritating mi so i threw mi left contacts away. -__-" den i changed mi mind bout pon-ing the lecture n decided to b a gd girl by attending it. =D wth lar. its like onli half our class attended the lecture onli. but then i couldnt take it animore. i juz slp in the lecture. cant blame mi tho!! i dun haf the chance to catch a wink during the 6 hrs break. been too busy laughin at the movies.
im so dead lar. i had not touched mi desfun assignment since last wk. tml muz chiong tt stpid assignment orayd. omg. wat had i done in mi previous life to deserve this kind of stress!!!!
grrrr. so sick n tired of the guys of mi class makin fun of mi cuz of wenkai. lucky todae he found his true one: thomas. he juz like touchin thomas. =P
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omg. cant blif how suey i m. the guys had been teasing mi bout wenkai likin mi. so OMG lar. still sae tt wenkai said to them if he peng wo yi gen han mao he wil die. -__________-" so stupid rite!!!!!!!!!! omg lar!!!! it muz b deir nonsense. or at least its deir exaggeration. if its ever true.... den i might s well quit skool orayd. >_<" i dun wanna get stalked by him. =X
[u have placed mi in heaven dun ever let go and drop mi to hell again..]
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*Monday, May 28, 2007
wee. ive got half an hour to spare bfore i get ready n go to skool. =D woke up early in the morn juz to finish mi stupid 5 objects sketches. crap.. dis wk will b hell. i haf to chiong the 10 thumbnails by tml and chiong desfun collage on wed. mi desfun was like onli 20% done lar. so im sooo dead on fri 12pm. aiya. dun mention mi assignments now to daunt mi further.
damn. i think i'll still leak out some of mi private stuff on mi blog. i wont feel comfortable for not doing so. arrrrrgggghhhh. ><" i had juz promised miself for not writing any of those things onto mi blog. aiya. budden as long as he dun see this is fine. i think. lets pray n hope he dun juz happened to stumble upon mi blog by chance. lets hope fate wont betray mi. it happened ytd. we went to watch a movie. again. its pirates of the carribean~ =D yada yada yada... the movie turned out to b totally clueless to mi. i min i was totally clueless while watchin de movie. perhaps i didnt catch the 1st n 2nd part of the story so i was juz blur-ly watchin the movie without havin a single clue wat the heck its talkin bout. aiya. btw tts not the point lar. its juz tt after this movie thingy i can sense even stronger that he onli treated mi as a fren. sigh. no surprise. he was so choosey n all tt.. where is it possible to haf considered mi? ahaha. it juz mi yi xiang qing yuan all along. sigh. but i dun expect much lar. i min dis is totally expected rite? wat can i do to it? as long as i can still talk to him as long as he still treats mi as a fren im orayd contented.
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*Saturday, May 26, 2007
booo. long time no blog. been too lazy to blog. tt thomas juz complained to mi today tt i haf not been bloggin despite tt mi blogskin said that i blog almost everyday. ok then. i'll make sure to blog faithfully bout boring stuffs happening everyday to bore u to death. =D nth much today oso lar. went to Fancy Papers wif weijie, thomas, zhengyi, yuanli, mengfang, sherry n unexpectedly wenkai today. to get coloured papers for our stupid geometrical shapes collage. we searched in and out of the tiny store for our colours. n in de end we got fed up of searching for the colours n paid for our papers. den mike arrived at the shop and got us waiting wif our empty stomachs. oops. m i complaining? =X
den we went macs to eat. ate mcspicy n almost got a sore throat. n fries dipped wif a weird combination of sweet chili n bbq sauce. it was not bad realli. =D then we went out of macs n reached bras basah complex. we were juz talkin bout (suey suey de) seeing wen kai at bras basah after he had brought his stuff dere. den we saw the turquoise figure crossing the road to the opposite street. den the guys started acting as "sercret agents" on a mission to stalk wenkai. -__-" den we reached bugis junction n went to kinokuniya to browse at the comics. den i left early to meet quek to go to her church. n i was 20 mins late. ><"
the church turned out to b not bad. the ambience of whole room singing the songs is much better than that of a whole theatre of ppl singing in the dark and colourful spotlights shining all over the place at cityharvest. its more cosier too. all the self intro part n everything. ^^ 50-odd people praying together in a small rented air con room. the people there r less exerting (or is that a rite word to use?) n frenly. =D mi n joan played the cliche ice breaker game of whacko wif the other newcomers. its kinda boring, but the kinda fun too(i noe it sounds contradicting). n i can actually open more to the people dere bout wat i feel bout chrisitanity. yeap. tts all bout it. so i went back home n on the train on mi way home i was smiling silly-ly to miself. cuz of some things he said to mi. n prolly ppl on the train thought i juz knocked mi head silly or sth. but its hard to suppress the happiness. =D aiya. its getting personal again. i decided not to get too personal wif dis blog again. =P
disappointed eh, thomas? =P
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*Tuesday, May 22, 2007
ohmigawd. its 1.47am orayd n i still haven eaten mi dinner yet. been too busy / tired to eat mi dinner. this is wat i do immediately when i get home: 1. get miself changed in something cofy 2. plonk miself onto de bed n slp for 3 hours 3. get up, tryin to print out the colour wheel template n found miself in trouble wif mi farkin stupid printer 4. desperately tryin to get help from mi classmates for printing out the template 5. mugged for the mute chart 6. n here m i, starved n tired. typical (???) routine for a DMD student. the cruel fate of DMD students.
now mi hand bcome s colourful s an easter egg after painting the mute chart. even mi the orange paint got onto mi hair. gross. im takin a long nice bathe after i post dis thingy up. n of cuz, eat bfore i die from starvation.
ytd~ the day mi sis got engaged. mi sis is finally settling down~ here r some photos we had taken then. sis n her fiance ^^ the swearing. exchanging of rings~ receiving the cert of marriage bro-in-law's mother, the officer, the newly-weds n mi father. bro-on-law's parents on the left n mi parents on the right. quan jia fu =D wrong timing too tho. =/ nu fang nan fang mi n sis dearie. mi sis mom. bro sis mi.
isnt mi sis pretty? x) her heart is finally settling for that single person. feel happi for her. finally she found the person who will b wif her thru thick n thin for life. =D
"with u around does it mean diff?" who r u refering to?? its the first time i see sth emo in ur nick. i wanted to question u playfully bout this. but i juz couldnt bring miself to ask. could it b...........
nono. im thinkin too much. ><"
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*Saturday, May 19, 2007
hmmm. dun realli haf de mood to blog. but, oh well. i'll still blog aniwae. went to yishun safra wif hui hui n kelly. in de end we din go bowl cuz the timing is not appropriate. so we decided to sing at party world at safra, but it juz happened tt party world is not opened yet. we went to eat at long john in gv. then after tt hui hui needed to go. left onli mi n kelly. den we went amk to sing at kbox. n something creepy happened when we where booking a room at kbox. when i showed the girl at the counter mi IC (cuz i forgotten to bring mi stupid secondary skool ezlink card) n guess wat the girl said?? "eh??!! u haf de same name as mi leh." i was like. WTF????? including mi surname is same? QUEK wan ying? lolls. bu ke si yi horr? i told mi mother bout dis. n she said:"aiya.. cfm is bluff u de lar.. she din even show u her own IC." i immediately sian diao. y cant she let mi blif dis kinda bu ke si yi thing? -__-" aiya. btw kelly onli sang for 3 hours. den left mi alone in de room to sing for another 1hr. so i got bored n started to sing like a ghost again. >_<" cuz it was so damn freezing cold inside i cuden help shivering. bu zhi bu jue i sang 1 hr overtime. n nobody chased mi away for singing overtime. ^^ but heck. they charged mi so much. so i took one hour from them. =P aiya. nth else to blog ler lar. siann. mi sis is getting engaged at ROM tml. i HAF to tag along. ahhh!!!! wat about mi assignments?
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*Friday, May 18, 2007
time for random pic posts~ so happi todae. i juz found the pretzel sticks dong bang shin ki is advertising at NYP cheers~!!!!!! so out of excitement n impulse, i bought yunho's version. it cost mi a damn $2.10. n it dosen taste as nice as i thought to b. but heck~ yunho is so cute~ front view back view
and another thing tt made mi happi is.. i had successfully steal the Kingdom hearts n ffVII soundtracks from the mac lab~!!! whoamg. xDD
was doin desfun redo assignment at library todae. n has skipped vastr lecture todae. ^^ look at wat de ink stamp pad had done to mi fingers~!!! ><"
ok enuff of crapping. now presenting u..... *drum roll* the pics of kimgary chalet~~!!!! xDD
group foto 1 group foto 2 spam shot boon: "eh what??!!!" (just jokin) mi hand O_O jean's goin home T-T gambling at chalet -_-" i couldnt help it but burst out laughin~ ><" boon posing for the pic inevidently dots. actin retarded again mi n jess we r finally back to normal. i dunno wat m i doin wif de cigarette packet. "me? nono i dun smoke!!" i SERIOUSLY dunno wat m i doin wif de cigarettes.
omg. posting these pisc made to miss kimgary days sososososososososososososososo much. T-T its was so much fun... T-T
im SOOOO enjoyin de kingdom hearts n final fantasy VII advent children soundtracks~!!! *screams* err, jus ignore mi pls.
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*Wednesday, May 16, 2007
boo. im back to blog about mi little mundane stuffs of mi life. enuff of the emotional rantings. mi public blog is beginning to become some kind of a secret diary containing mi private thoughts. so omg. but aniwae. i realli dun haf stuffs to blog about. mi life is not exactly that exciting. skool was normal as usual. wif tons of assignments piling up for next wk. speaking of that, im supposed to finish up mi desfun redo assignment. but as u can see from here im procratinating again. but heck, i think i'll b better off doin it tml. i just completed like half of it wif yun today at bishan library. our usual spot for chiongin assignments. lolls. n de super yun volunteered to help mi do mi geometrical shapes assignments~ I THANK U SOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH!!! MUACKS~!!! xD den i met chris (the guy who worked at bugis ajisen wif mi back then) at j8 ajisen. he was being transferred here. away from the evil sinister beings at bugis ajisen. the ones who backstabs. and frontstabs. and watever-stabs they r capable of doing. evil scheming complacent ppl. except for some kinder ones of cuz~ oh btw. his accent was so malaysian when he spoke to mi. i dun rmbr him speaking malaysian accent when i was workin at ajisen back then. or do i? it muz b the influence of the (evil managers) malaysians who worked at bugis ajisen. then i saw eddy ng. wif his new stead i assume. no surprise. he muz haf been as flirt as bfore. he din saw mi, tts so phew. n on the way to bishan mrt, i saw one of the kitchen uncles of kimgary. but i juz dun care. blehh. i juz meet so mani ppl i noe at juz one small place. wtheck. tts all. bye for now again.
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*Tuesday, May 15, 2007
i go so much to rant. i better do so bfore i emo breakdown. i dun even haf the mood to eat mi dinner. its the 2nd day since u last talked to mi. why haf u stopped talkin to mi? do you noe how much i hurts? im sick of this whole emotional roller coaster ride. i juz wanna forget everything. i noe u dun care bout how i feel. i oso dun care if u care now. n u better dun talk to mi. ever. n make mi feelings all complicated again.
thomas. dun sae anithing bout this whole thing in front of our class. or else.
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*Monday, May 14, 2007
boo. im in the nyp library rite now slacking~ waiting for lessons to start at 12pm. ^^ so gao xiao.. mi n quek planned to do our colour wheel when we reached here at 930am. in the end, cuz we dun haf cadmium red n lemon yellow paint, we cant do anithing in the end. n we went to eat our "lunch" in advance so we can chiong our wheel at lunch time after guan yu had passed us the colours we lacked. blehh. so bored. i think i better make use of this 15 mins to catch a nap. sayonara.
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*Sunday, May 13, 2007
tts weird. mi printer is gd again!!!! weeee!!!!!! no need to rely on auntie jie jie to save mi day. n waste 45cents on each coloured page. gonna die orayd... i still got the colour wheel to chiong!!!!!! ahhhhh!!!!!!! ok i gonna do it now. or else i haf to burn midnite oil till 5am tml again. tata.
**why r u not tokin to mi? had i said anithing wrong??
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*Saturday, May 12, 2007
im stuck at home for the whole day orayd. i think i had enuff of mi emotional battles. not onli the boredom is killing mi, i get depressed bout him again. i wish i can pour out all of mi heart out into this blog ever so freely. i think i desperately need something that i can confide to.
actually i haf no idea exactly wat im so vexed about. its been hours since he last replied to mi sms. it lead mi to think: wat exactly m i to him? m i juz somebody that he think i can entertain him whenever he is bored and forget about mi including that i haf been wating for his reply whenever he is preoccupied? i guess he would never ever understan mi feelings. never. i cant pick miself to tell him either. wats the use of telling him? its not like we r possible. i juz feel so contradicting. sometimes i feel so happi when i was talkin to him. sometimes i feel lifeless when he dont reply to mi sms. sometimes i feel that he cared for mi. sometimes i feel that i shud forget him n that this is not worth so much of mi emotions. so confusing... y r humans made to feel this way? y m i not b able to ignore this feeling? its torturing mi everyday.....
missy blogged @ |6:17 PM|
omg. im rotting here at home. grrrrrrrr. n he doesnt reply to mi msg. ><" it total torture stayin at home like this................
missy blogged @ |5:13 PM|
gosh. mi blog is dying again. not even a single fly visit mi blog. =(( but nvm, this mins i can post private stuffs here without anibody knowing. xD like i will.
ytd. i challenged thomas for eating the whole packet of skittles without biting. hah. lucky mi mouth too small. onli managed to squeeze half de packet into mi mouth. lolls~ the sensation is thrilling. xD all the sour of the skittles combined together. the burning feeling on ur tongue as if somebody had poured acid over it. it leaves ur tongue numbed completely. xD so i went home wif a numb tongue. it kinda hurts when i eat. i think mi tastebuds r partially damaged cuz of the extreme sourness of the artificial "acid". ><"
**thomas, R U KIDDING MI?? 2 packets of skittles? not afraid of gettin ur poor tongue burnt? =P
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*Tuesday, May 08, 2007
ahhhh!!! mi blog bcomes dead again. now here m i, findin the opportunity to slack bfore goin back to RAPE mi assignments. ahhhh~ i dunno wat else to blog, other than the boring skool life. im reluctant to post wat happened ytd tho. =P after i went bras basah wif yun to buy art materials n some crappy old mags. im posting this under one condition: dun xiang y y while reading dis wor!!
we (mi n him) went to watch nightmare detective. i dispatched wif yun at city hall mrt. then since im lazy to move around too much, i told him tt we meet at city hall mrt. i got to the cinema at suntec n found out..... that the nightmare detective was not showin tt day. onli spiderman3. so i sian diao immediately. i asked him if its alright to watch spidey instead? he said ok. than after waiting for a looooonngggggg time (at the wrong place due to communication error), he told mi he was at the restaurants eating roti prata. -___-* i was like. wtcrap??? he did not tell mi he had orayd reached. yet im waitin at the wrong location like an idiot. well, im supposed to get angry, but surprisingly i did not. izit tt mi temper is too gd?? loll. ignore mi pls!! so we got to de cinema juz in time~ then we found our seats: the extreme corner at the side, the 6th row from the front. it was not too bad, except tt we haf to hurdle over the peoples' legs to get to our seats. i was drinkin mi sprite all along throughout the movie. n it finished when its onli halfway thru. he tot it was bian tai to finish mi sprite so quickly. so he donated some of his coke to mi since he cant finish his ^^ (dun xiang y y ok??!!) n he told mi tt his another fren had jio him our to watch spidey but he came to watch movie wif mi instead. (dun xiang y y again ok??!!) oh, n the movie turned out to b little of adisappontment. so mani boring parts, onli the last part is good. so after the movies, we were thinkin wat to eat. we strolled past the expensive(!!!) restaurants n browsed thru de menus without the intention of goin in. den we ended up at the same place where he ate his roti prata. -___-" the orderin system was weird. but i managed to get mi food sucessfully~ (ok i sound like an idiot) i bought laksa n he bought nasi lemak. den after dinner, we board the train home. we were like playin on the train. n the passengers was like starin at us with the why-are-they-so-childish expression. i stoppped immediately. n i felt sosososososososososososo EMBARRASSED!!!!!! i wont if i am wif mi other girlfrens. but i juz did when i was wif him ><" errrr. so tts how the story ends. bleh.
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*Thursday, May 03, 2007
found a beautiful poem on the web. chanced upon this poem when i was searching for images of "love at first sight".
Love at First Sight
They're both convinced that a sudden passion joined them. Such certainty is beautiful, but uncertainty is more beautiful still.
Since they'd never met before, they're sure that there'd been nothing between them. But what's the word from the streets, staircases, hallways -- perhaps they've passed each other a million times?
I want to ask them if they don't remember -- a moment face to face in some revolving door? perhaps a "sorry" muttered in a crowd? a curt "wrong number" caught in the receiver? but I know the answer. No, they don't remember They'd be amazed to hear that Chance has been toying with them now for years.
Not quite ready yet to become their Destiny, it pushed them close, drove them apart, it barred their path, stifling a laugh, and then leaped aside.
There were signs and signals, even if they couldn't read them yet. Perhaps three years ago or just last Tuesday a certain leaf fluttered from one shoulder to another? Something was dropped and then picked up. Who knows, maybe the ball that vanished into childhood's thicket?
There were doorknobs and doorbells where one touch had covered another beforehand. Suitcases checked and standing side by side. One night, perhaps, the same dream, grown hazy by morning.
Every beginning is only a sequel, after all, and the book of events is always open halfway through.
isnt that beautiful? it takes more than just love to be with each other. it requires some kind of destiny. love without destiny will b tragic. awww. here comes mi chimology again. shall blog till here~ tata.
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*Wednesday, May 02, 2007
lalala~ im blogging in the middle of the nite again. im waiting for the paint for mi 9-step value chart crap to dry. so i seized the opportunity to slack again~ quite alot had happened during dese few days. i think? was so so sooooo shocked to hear yun broke wif her bf. they were just fine the day bfore when i went out wif dem. they were da qing ma qiao-ing as usual n jokin around like dere's realli no problem when i went jalan wif dem at j8. i learnt tt it was the day when yun decided to break wif him. i was so so so so shocked to hear tt they had broken apart!!! wait, did i said dis earlier? yun had told mi bout y she had wanted to break wif him. he had changed quite alot after the orientation. cuz after he had met his bunch of frens, he decided tt his frens r way much impt to spend time wif yun. its so wtf???!!! n wats de shit about he wanting more space n freedom after breaking? its juz a lame excuse. yun had given him alot freedom orayd. n in return, he did all the things tt pissed yun off so much. he dosen even care bout her when she cried in front of him. its no diff from being a bastard. i was angry too when i heard wat he did to her. he's so gonna suffer for the rest of his nyp life.
but aniwae. juz went for movies wif lex n weiming. at first we r goin to eat steamboat at marina. but i thought, will it b boring eating steamboat wif onli 3 person? so i suggested iceskating jurong east~ =D its kinda like a last-minue decision. n after tt we decided tt the skating rink is too cold so we switched to watch a movie. dunno y i kept hanging out wif them lately. i guess its obvious enuff. blehh. aniwaes again. we went to watch the letters of death. its awfully like final destination. the ppl juz die off one by one. not mentioned tt the ghosts was kinda lame. its more on the gory part, not on the horror part. n theres so mani boring parts tt we even played silly games to entertain ourselves. =X then we went home. den here m i chiongin mi assignments. blehhhh.
