ahhhh. my vart homework due tomorrow not done. stressed. my webdes test tomorrow. open book test - not a very good sign. we will be prolly tested on even more chimology html stuffs. stressed. IMM flashcard thingy due on tues. stressed. drawing sketchbook have to be rushed by week 8 (which is like only one week from today) even more stressed~~
so much stress in one day. i slacked too much yesterday. =( and i slacked somemore today. =(( and so i wasted so much precious time. =((( partly cuz i was too stressed and so i ended up staring at the screen instead of rushing to complete my work. and whats worse is that sam add on to my stress level by showing me his vart work. =(
wahhh. i dont want homework. i dont wan school. wahhhhhhhh. =(
missy blogged @ |10:32 PM|
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*Friday, May 16, 2008
damn, he made me change my mind again. my heart gave in again. -__-" maybe he is really that busy and tired and what i can do for him is to compromise for the time being and understand. =( to think that just a gesture from him of sending me home (which happens quite rarely) can make me give him yet another allowance. i hope that he will do that again, and again and again and again and so on.
now is the real stress period. webdes is enough to drive me crazy. =( and i only have 3 days to finish up the remaining 4 and a quarter pages. =(((
wish me luck. =(
missy blogged @ |9:29 PM|
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*Monday, May 12, 2008
back to update. wanted to blog about my sis's wedding at first but blogger was too retarded to upload my pics successfully. so my sis has finally settled down and got blissfully married. soon i'll find myself becoming an aunt. lolls. maybe not so soon cuz my sis dont want to have kids yet. so i still have some time to "act young".
these few days. nothing much. workload gets bigger and bigger. more and more stress. and webdes test had sprang up to add on to our stress. -___-" and i start feelimg emo again. =( i realised i have not been very happy since we patched up. alot of the things he did made me feel that he is not treasuring. i sometimes wonder if im just wasting my energy and emotions.
i wonder.. if he is really the one i had been looking for.
there i go again. i know that its no use crying like that.
i will be fine. i promise.
btw thanks to xinlin jac and shuyun for cheering me up at b&j when i suddenly broke down. i really appreciate it. =)