Most of you had probably already known that i have already with another guy. Some of you may think its too sudden and maybe i might have made the wrong decision. Or even some of you might say some things unpleasant about me, i don't know. No, i do not treat boyfriends as clothes which are to be changed frequently. If its that so, i would have broken up with my ex long ago and go for another guy. Its just that even though i knew we are cant stay together for long but i insisted that we can last and be happy together in the future. It was my stubborness to hold on and i even escaped from all the problems coming on our way. But to be honest, i didnt really feel real love before. I say this just in case some of you might get the wrong idea about me.
But whatever you all may think, i wont regret the decision i had made. I know deep in my heart that my boyfriend is the one who is really true to me. He will be the one who is constantly by my side, ready to hold on to me whenever i fall. People may think im foolish to be so sure that he is really the one for me after i know him for mere 5 days. But whatever people say, it still doesnt affect me. I made such a decision because i really think its the right thing to do before i tastes even more regrets.
I think that is all i have to say for now. Until the next time.
missy blogged @ |1:14 AM|
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*Thursday, October 02, 2008
so many things had happened. so much thats its overwhelming. all these began when i first joined VentureEra. i had fights and quarrels with my mom and even my sister, who had never scolded me a word in my entire life, reprimanded me for being so naive and insensible. they asked me to wake up to the reality. it is not at all that easy to succeed. you will have to make a lot of sacrifices of those people and things you treasure in order to get the success you want. it is definitely a really big risk to take. it is really natural for mothers and close ones to object because they cared, and they did not want me to fall too hard.
during my 5 days at VentureEra, i had definitely learnt a lot of valuable things that is impossible for you to realise in an ordinary and mundane life. and also things about success and inspirations in life that cant be learnt in any school textbooks. i had learnt that success not as hard as you think, as long as you keep picking yourself up and try again. sounds easier than doing it, but it is achievable with a strong mind.
i had both cried and had joy during my short 5 days. although i had yet to break my own limit in VentureEra, i did not regret joining it. but it was quite a pity that i will not be able to join my lovely friends at the company who are always there for me. lastly, i would like to thank all my friends over there, andric, boon keat, edward, jonah and junwei for giving me one of the best moments in my life, and those who i really admire and respect, mr dewey ho, mr glenn, mr eric, mr alvin and mr wai jun for inspiring me all the way.