orientation is finally over~ made several new frens. but i dunno how good frens we can be in future. i skipped half a day on day 3 to go out with qiu wei n jean. n saw a chio bu he had brought to kimmgary. i asked him if she is his stead, he said not, she is not his style. so well. honestly i got a little bothered after seeing tat. i also dunno y. n i dun wanna feel tt way too. dunno izzit mi acting simply sucks, both qiu wei n jean detected mi unhappiness at kimgary. they HAD been suspecting it all along. ever since when iill never noe. but wat can i do? im a veri bad actress. i cant act as if its realli nth.
i realli hope and pray tt he wil never noe de truth.