i think its over now. i had always been thinking the one who was being selfish is me. but i guess im just being too submissive. too submissive for ur even greater selfishness. do u even noe this whole thing had been torturing me since way before u ever known? even if u knew it well, why do u still torture me further? just because ur too afraid? do you even know im drifting further and further? do you even care? i guess not. im finally convinced now. a simple wish like that u still chose to keep to urself.
ur hopeless now. i have also lost all the hope for u already. completely. be it will u regret it later i dun care.
or are u intending to force me to say it out for u? if u are, then ur wish is granted. after that nobody can tie u down. u can do watever shit u wan.
im not sad at all. maybe i've become immune to the ways u hurt me.
