finally touching my blog again. shall not treat my blog as something to vent my frustrations and depressions on anymore. so i shall blog on... supposingly lighthearted stuffs?
29 dec. william and yun's chalet. went to bukit batok ns home team chalet with yun. dear refused to come. DX he will sure feel weird there with so many people he dont know. let alone me. -__-" the moment we reached the chalet until the moment the weird person sleeping in the bunk woke up was all awkward. =.= then i got to know the weird sleeping person (wilfred) after he had woke up. then me, yun and wilfred had a blanket fight. lolls =.=
at the bbq, yun and me didnt get to help william with the bbq stuff. we were just aimlessly wandering around and found a spooky path leading to the adventure centre. turned out to be not as spooky as we thought and we got 3 mozzie bites each. =.= went back, eat not much for the bbq and went back to the bunk to stone. it was really boring so far cuz everybody (including william's family and a whole lot of friends from all over the place) we dont know were all downstairs. then i finally picked my lazy bones off the bed to fetch yun's friends from ntuc. then somehow yun, her another ntuc friend and me end up reliving our deprived childhood at the playground. we played like a bunch of lunatics at the "walk-walk-thingy" and the see-saw.
then blah blah blah, yun and i took a quick bath. then yun and i rushed for the swings while they were finally available. here comes reliving our deprived childhood again. =.= and then i got motion sickness from all the swinging and decided to take a nap at the bunk. somehow woke up, then me and the other guys at the chalet played Cheat to pass the time till morning. i won 2 rounds of the game!! wheepee. i count my luck as an "honest little kid" to win the game. =D
then all of us decided to turn in. then the problem came. no space to sleep!! *faints* i took an uncomfortable position of maying my head on the coffee table in attempt to sleep. attempt failed. =.= so i took my refuge in the air con room and curled up at the corner of room (literally!! faints.) and managed to sleep for 2 hours!! *deng deng*
next morning we checked out and had lunch at the kopitiam. i somehow irritated kai boon or whatever his name is with my "huuuuuhhh?" then we had kuey chap and took a cab home. car sickness again!! ><" and this is how i got home.
will post the pics again. due to the stupidity of blogger which refused to upload the pics. and i havent got the pics from stanley yet. so well.
sigh. my holidays overall sucked quite alot due to the suckky start and a suckky ending. yeps. a suckky christmas eve, a suckky new year eve and a suckky new year day thats it. and a suckky incident leading to my suckky mood. argh. im beginning to feel things between us are starting to suck a little. this seems to happen whenever both of us have a long break. thats weird huh? although we seemed as though we are as happy as always. (at least to him, he is happy; the problem is always me feeling out of place) but the problem still managed to squeeze through all these and sink in. maybe its because i can sometimes forget. maybe i was being selfish and greedy. i dunno. hoping that he will change for me is a little too selfish isnt it?
