just another day at home. another day of emptiness. another day of loneliness. i'll still get alot of such days, i sense.
look like i'll be working my ass off for the next few weeks until the semester starts. a job is something i want to put some money back into my almost-empty bank. and also something to keep my mind off things. something to fill in the empty space of loneliness.
i dont understand why this feeling of void kept on invading my heart. i know i shouldnt have. but it was really hard on me.
sometimes i just feel like breaking down. for what i dunno. the feeling just came without any logic or reason.
but i really hate to admit the real reason behind all these is because of you.
but i really dont want any other people to fill in the empty gap for me. only you can do it.
dont you feel as helpless as me. maybe its just my crazy emotions having it on me again.
its funny how i can miss you everytime no matter how often we meet. but i just do.
