whoa. so many things happen in one go. im stressed. lolls. suddenly there are so many "cherry blossoms" growing. but too bad they grow on the wrong side on where they should be. =( i dont want anybody to step in and confuse me again. i dont want anybody to mess up what is already a little unstable of things between us. haizz.
10 more days to our 1 year anniversary. he said i am the 2nd one he will be celebrating this occassion with. the rest of the 4 probably were not as stubborn and naive as me. but actually i am quite lucky in some ways. ns can be both a good thing and a bad thing. in my case at least.
stoning again. if this carry on i will become a statue.
